AMYZONE

The chill, the gruff, The wind brushes past me- Fast and free. As I remain Frozen in limbo, Like the overview effect I fail to look away from The charred grey abode of mine. It's blue around, And darker blue beyond. From below, I hear the buzz Of a tireless populace As a ray of sun pierces through. To feel anger, to be sad, To love and to be loved, To endure bliss, to feel alive, I know there's just little time Before my last whisper As I hit the Earth. I leave behind no vestige, I save not any regret. Only the petrichor will emanate Unfurling my last breath As this body spatters And finally cease to exist.

The thought They were locked out. They called out, And silence responded. They never saw the window. They thought I locked them out. The door remained closed 'Cause I couldn't find the key. In the darkness Of a quiet nowhere The loudest screams hid Behind a veil of silence.

She came in lust Brushing me with ecstasy; Making me euphoric. She is an angel's dust- Making my heart race, Levitating me to the blue heavens. Pale as cocaine, she Makes my head heavy; Responses becoming reflexes. One less of danger, Like an acid she burns But all clean. Her gait is deceiving, Her smile addictive, I fall hard not seeing Anything beyond. Deep inside she buries A pain, so destructive, A burn, she never let light touch. She is hot and sweet.. She is an inferno.

You judged me, You stabbed me at the back; You smiled at my face, just To tarnish my name. And the same you pity me now. You ate away my thoughts And sucked away my soul, You made me feel Alone in a crowd. But I found solace. In the darkness that engulfed me I saw a speck of light; A firefly in wilderness, A memory from the yore. It led me to that enchanting realm. I saw there, a valley of fireflies. I didn't need you To drag me down anymore; For I had found my happiness In this solitude.

Bittersweet, the blood tastes As it trickles down my lips. It's my own; 'cause I  Shall rather not let anyone know. Sifting through my window pane The Sun tears apart my iris, Excruciatingly blinding me From the darkness that surrounds. An ice cold heart, tough to crack;  Still the bloody lunatic cut through Leaving the edges sharp and shimmering, Luring people like a gleaming diamond And hurting them like a glinting blade. So I stay away, quietly listening, Watching, brooding, dreaming... Not another loveless monster I'm just another dispirited vampire.

I'm sinking in, I don't feel the floor. Devouring me is the darkness Of an endless pit ; Spiked up by pointed fingers Narrowed down By false reputation. Closing down on me Are those baseless diffidence. I'm choking, I'm bleeding. Oh Mother of all that exists, Take me in-swift and neat, As I yield to you my everything. Save me from these demons let lose. The rhythm of my soul, Pulsating through me Urging to pour out- I weep.